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It has been awhile since I wrote on my blog....So, I decided to post something early in the morning.

I woke up 5.30 in the morning....
I believed that would be a call from my heart...
There is something I need to figure it out...
Failure to do so may stuck in this black hole...

I am behaving weird recently....
I don't know why I behave in this manner...
Everything is so unfamilliar....

Hoping to find a solution for it....I have thought through for hours but it still effortless...
I guess it should be a nature behavior by people....
However, I am struggling between rationale and emotional aspects....
And I can't find a balance between them....
They are extreme opposite....

Looking at the mess...
Only few options I can do....
Value of mine is being tested....
Everything would be different if I made the choice....

Time is tickling....
Make your choice....
Don't regret after all....

The New Era

The New Era has begun...
the entire new environment...
a place where all the people are strangers to me...
a place where there is no any things i familiar of...
a place where i need to start my new life here....

from my memory, i never been in this type of predicament before..
in secondary school, i had my primary school friends with me...
in college, i met some of my secondary school friends...
but now there is neither...

so i am a loner now...
almost all the time i am alone...
and i don like the feeling of being loner...
i realize that if i don start to talk to people....
they would not talk with me either...
it is time to change...

i start to approach people around me...
thanks god...making new friends is not really difficult...
it just requires some courage to talk with them...
and seriously, i enjoy to have new friends..
maybe that is my "something"

Keep Trying

It is been awhile since my last post.
All I can say is I am still losing to my laziness.
I will need more will power in my degree studies.
I am not sure I can but I will try.

What make me suddenly think of my blog?
I shall say is the loneliness.
The rainy night is more likely to make me feel more lonely.
The level of loneliness is still not able to kill me.
The worst situation I experienced is that I was in a crowded place but I still feel lonely.
It wont be too worse if I starting doing to do something like making friends with the people around me but I dint.
Instead of making friends I choose to being tortured by lonely.
So, I think I had missed alot of things.
Things would be different if I try.
Even-though will face failure at first but stick to the golden rule.
Keep Trying...

Hate

Hate....
It means feeling of dislike or hostility towards something...

Some people say that it appears after love is lost....
This usually happens inside the movie series as the ex-gf or bf take revenge on their ex partners...
It is actually a dumb thing. It will just make people hate them as well.
When you want a smile from one, the best way to get it is smile to the person first.
From my experience, this theory works...
So, I think do the good things and you will get good results while bad things always lead to bad results.

Hate something may not even necessary to have a reason...
People may hate things for no reason...
I do hate alot of things and the consequences are expensive.
For example, I hate my History teacher last time. It is very dumb for me to memorize those things that I don like just to show that I am not the bad student that mentioned by the teacher.
However, hate sometimes bring energy to move on with negative effects.
As I know that when people are dominated by the feeling of hate, they usually do irrational things and it always affects the health condition.

So i think we should avoid the feeling of hate. The world is full of love and fun. Hate will just bring our life into agony and miscery...

What you wanna do & What you did.

A classic question: There are 3 birds on top of a house. 2 of them want to fly away. How many birds are there?
The answer is 3 birds. The birds just intend to fly away but they dint make it into actions. So, there are still 3 birds on the roof.

Sometime, we will do things that are against our will. For example, one guy want to become the top student in the class, but he just think for it and do not put any efforts on it. In the end, he still unable to become the top student.

Why is it so? Why people sometime cant get what they want?
I think just because they are lack of confident....
Sometime, we will have doubt on ourselves when we want to do something.
The doubt is the main reason that make most of the people common even though they may have a great ambition or dream.
The person may have doubt like:" I am not capable of doing this," "I will never make it," and others.
Those are typical coward thinking in our inner heart.
We need to be tough enough to ignore those coward thinking and continue what we want to do.
Once we do that, the dream or goal will never far from us.

Think and action are totally 2 different things.
So, dont just think or else we will miss many things that will make us regret.

Target

Setting target is important for letting someone to achieve something...
Without target, someone may lost their direction...

However, target that is too ambitious may not be a good target as people may give up before reaching the target...
One of the most important criteria in setting target is reachable...
Our target should be basic step but not a big step....

Unless someone have strong will power if not ones shall never reach the ambitious target....

I admit that I don have strong will power...
I always give up my effort after sometime....

Maybe I should start with a small steps....
Step by step towards the greatest target....

Just my personal view~

Coins have 2 sides....
Everything also have 2 sides just how we view it.....
Good or bad?
Right or wrong?
We should not judge people....
I think people do things with reasons....
and we should respect ones decisions....

If there is a thief, he stoles people properties to feed his 70 years old who are starving for few days....
What should be say about the thief?
There will be 2 ideas as he is a bad guy and he is good guy....
How can we judge the person?
In this situation, we know the reasons of why he behave in that way....
But in real life, things wont be so clear and just appear in front of our eyes.
Even we see somethings but the things also might not be the whole things....
Maybe we miss other parts of the things.....

I prefer on seeing the things on different views.....
I think there is no right or wrong....
A person may win support from majority of people but there will also people who do not agree with the person...
So what can we do?
Be a man, do the right thing?
What is the right thing?